Whew...a bit of a creative dry spell in the blog'o sphere for me lately. I was finally prompted by an out of town friend who thought she was missing my posts since Golf Porn. Alas, there have been none.
Sometimes I am brimming with ideas that force themselves almost beyond my control to the page. Other times, well, nothing seems worth writing about. It makes me admire those who have to churn out opinion columns on a regular basis even when they don't have the "juice" to even have an opinion. I guess that's why some columns are stellar and some just so-so.
Well, here are a few things that have caught my attention while I wasn't writing blog posts:
1. Interesting how commerce and art intersect and motivate. I did prioritize my "paying gig"-- the Circling the Mat blog. http://circlingthemat.blogspot.com. So money does matter -- as does the fact that a "boss" has an expectation of me to produce. And I'm reminded that I have always been more externally than internally motivated. I keep thinking that is no longer true, but I'm lying to myself when I say that. Obviously.
2. I did a public poetry reading with my poetry group last week. We published a chapbook last year and were invited to be featured poets for February at a local cultural center. There are six of us in the group (called The Five Women Poets -- because that was the original number and we just stick with it even when others come and go, increasing or decreasing our actual number). We hadn't read publicly for several months. It was fun. We also sold a few books, so that's nice. But I felt a bit like how Mick Jagger must feel when he has to sing "Satisfaction" one more time. I'm pretty sick of my poems and realize that my essays for the blogs are in the driver's seat and my poetry has been sitting in the back, napping. I'm taking a class on Billy Collins' poetry next month. That should shake the poet in me awake. He's my favorite.
3. My local-est go-to Starbucks is closing. Around here you can hardly go a couple of blocks without passing another one, but this one was most convenient for me and my route took me by it frequently. Easy in and out, right in my shopping area, on the way home from Yoga (when my Outback, as if with a mind of its own, turns into the parking lot 9 times out of 10). Other stores will do, but have their drawbacks -- lousy parking, crowded, long drive-thru lines. It's unclear to me how they could determine there wasn't enough business at this one -- I had assumed my visits alone were keeping it in the black. Alas, not. (And don't tell me to use that espresso machine that sat on my countertop gathering dust for 5 years and now takes up space in the under-counter cabinet no one uses. Just not the same.)
4. And as if that news wasn't upsetting enough, later the same day I found out about the closure, the announcement came that Jon Stewart is leaving the Daily Show. This news shook me to my pop-culture core. I adore him. Handsome, intelligent, articulate, incisive, ironic, goofy, smart, hilarious. I counted on my nightly "date" with Jon Stewart to give me a lift from the doldrums of despair because if he could make fun of the absurdity of our current state of politics, media, and just general human craziness then all was not lost. With Colbert gone already and Stewart on his way out, I feel lost and lonely, as if friends who remind me it's all going to be OK, if we can still laugh, have moved away. I hope they'll stay in touch.
5. I'm curious if my writer's block for the blog has to do with all the other, more technical, writing I'm doing lately. Hub and I are on the Steering Committee for our church's annual Stewardship Drive. In fact, he's the chairperson and with his organizational skill he is the man for the job if anyone is. He's gathered a very creative and energetic group to assist him and it's a big, multi-part project. I'm not only his "ghost writer" for most things he needs written, but with this project a friend and I are writing all the announcements for various publications, designing a mailer, an e-brochure, testimonials, and factual information hand-outs. My head is sort of swimming with marketing strategies, details, facts, figures, and design elements. It might be draining my creative energy for other things a bit. But boy is it fun to work on a big project with bright, capable, and creative people and have it be time-senstive and time-limited. My part will be over by mid-April....
6. At which time I'll be deeply into and much distracted by getting to know our new granddaughter, who is due to make her appearance early in March -- 3 weeks until due date! Woo-Hoo!
7. Oh! NOW I think I feel a blog post bubbling up....I might have a thing or two to say about being a grandma.
At least, that's the view from here...©
